He’s bold and beautiful, strong and captivating.He taught me who I was.Joshua Stanton is an integral part of my history that I can never revisit.Sometimes I wish we never met, because then I wouldn’t know what I was missing.A piece of my puzzle, and all of my heart.But it doesn’t matter anyway, because the beautiful boy I fell in love with six years ago has returned as a different man.Still gorgeous, but now wealthy, hardened and cold.He has an entourage wherever he goes and it’s clear that he doesn’t feel the same about me.But every now and then I get a glimpse of my beloved man.He’s still in there somewhere….I know he is.I just have to find him.